5W's

How is it that one moment you’re sitting on top of the world one moment
And coughing up dirt the next?
When was it those two things that bring people joy
Cause such bitter feelings towards each other?
What is it that can cause you to laugh at one thing
And then growl at it two seconds later?
Why it is that life is treasured so valuably
That it’s romantic to waste it?
Where is it written that everything had to make sense
And yet nothing ever does…?

I can’t understand this world anymore
Or myself for that matter.
I want to do what’s best for everyone,
But how can I fit myself into the equation
How can I fit rhyme into this rhythmic discord?
An abomination of a poem.
An unwanted result of an experiment.
A way to vent frustration sorrow and anger.
Why is it that my light flickers when I want it to be at its strongest?
That whenever I smile people think I’m going to kill them
Where am I going from here?
How will I get there?
What will I do?
What can I do?
When will I know?
I don’t know…